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now just chillin. in anticipation of interesting events.. think it will be soon, maybe few month
so.. this is my last day in alone. afterward my moving out i've destroyed my faith in life, i lost my purpose, broke my feelings, and hope in future...
idk think i'll go away closer to summer
if you're reading this,i still in love with you
mvson sick
so... new year, new life i guess...
fcking sht
scince i started to work, i had appeared plan to have a girlfriend. but there was a problem, she have a boyfriend, they date about year. this fact is not fear me, i decided to continue to have relationships with her, but another side i wanted to improve myself in computer professions(i want to work in this sphere).
in some moments it was fun and i even loved(and love to nowadays) her, another moments i didn't understood her, cause she didn't open to me. so i decided to leave this work few days ago. i wrote a statement about this thing, and now i work this job to 24.12. after my statement this girl became more kinder to me, cause she want me to work with her.
i'm confused what to do, but i think i will leave work and return to my home. i will change this work and i will work another job to have opportunity learn my things and to have a breank to think about what to do next.
it is fight of my brain and my heart
think i will be fine
yesterday was mad max
24.10 i was drunk and i decided to leave my home 25.10 i said my dad that i want to live independent and he was against this desicion. i said that i am saving this intention and afther this i went with him work. i ate nothing that day. evening i crying a lot and i felt a sleep. 26.10 i still didn't want to eat, and closer to noon time i was trying to go to work, but dad said to undress. i refused and he began to beat me. i defended but for result i ran away. i hid, and for evening i went to the center of city and booked room. 27.10 i rented the room in my town, and went to my new work
now i work and trying to learn
i hope my live will be good
i realise that i need to wait for my "boom", but in the same time i want to move up... damn.. life is hard thing
for this time i dnk what to do
prepare myself to independent life and i think my life will be hard...
but i need to do this